It has been quite sometime since my last post and for no really good reason other than I simply did not want to. If you even care to know I started writing this blog because of Southern Belle. She and I dated for a while and it did not end well, for which I will take most of the blame(most). Anyways after she and I stopped seeing each other and a few hate blogs of her own (understandably so) against me, life moved on.
Lets see……….. It has only been a few months now but my job is now safe thanks to the local option income tax that was enacted. Sooooooo that was a huge fucking load off my shoulders. The stress of having your job held over your head for two years can really wear on you. Otherwise work has been great, I still love getting up for work everyday and I am very grateful that I have a job I love to do.
My son whom I call my LITTLE BUDDY is doing great. He started first grade recently and at a local catholic grade school that has a great reputation. Yes it is expensive and the EX and are for the most part splitting the cost but damn. However my parents struggled to send me and my three older sisters to private school all the way through high school so I want my son to have the same opportunities. He is growing like a weed and it makes me sad some days that he is growing up so fast…… that and the fact that he does not and will most likely not have a sister or bother any time soon(at least from my side).
The EX and I are getting along great and haven’t had any psycho blow outs since my Southern Belle and I went to Chicago. So thats been great . I can’t lie I did have a few relapse’s with her a few months after SB and I broke up. Was it healthy? Fuck no Was the sex good? Fuck yes. SB and I had a great sex life at least from my point of view, and she was always and I mean always in the mood. Sooooo a bit of a dry spell was wearing my will thin and she and I were drinking wine one night and……. well old times kind of just repeated themselves. Anyways………
I have not been in any real relationships since SB and for good reasons. I’m only dating! I just need to find the right girl for me and not just what I want in the long run. Who doesn’t want to feel loved, desired and care for? SB was an amazing girl and we got along great and had alot of fun and I cared for her, that much was certain. However that doesn’t mean though that it was meant to be…… and it wasn’t. Did I say some things I shouldn’t have? Oh yeah. Did she as well? Yep so the blame goes both ways but no one wants to hurt anyone. It just goes with risk of opening your heart and hopes to someone else. But how else are we supposed to ever figure shit out? Do you know? I sure as hell don’t………….
I bought a motorcycle recently and its AWESOME! For anyone who knows what the different bikes are it is a 2005 victory Hammer. 100 percent American made! (Harley cant even say that anymore) I’ll post a picture so you can see it in all its awesomeness. Impulsive? you bet. Worth it? Hell yes.
05 Victory Hammer
Soooo life goes on and I am still floating on it. I have a great job, a beautiful son that I would do anything for to see him smile, a loving supportive family (for the most part), and great friends that have helped me through some of the worst times and laughed with me through some of the best times……….Life is good and some how, some way, everything will be ok.
ps I love this new song and you should totally download Mat Kearney’s new album.
Hey, sometimes impulse purchases are the best kind. Nice bike.
I’m glad to hear that you made it through the break-up relatively unscathed. I wish that the same could be said about Ginger. To say that you shattered her would be an understatement. Her friends were there to pick up the pieces, you were not. Her friends were there to hold her, you were not. To find out that you got back, however briefly, with your ex, something Ginger TOLD you would happen is disappointing to say the least. I thought better of you. We all thought that you were a better man than that and that there was no way that you could hurt someone the way you did. Since the ex is still in a relationship does that not make you a homewrecker too? And awesome that you got a bike…
I mean this from the bottom of my heart when I say fuckyou very much bekki. As this is a public blog on the internet and everyone is entitled to their own opinion, I decieded to post your comment. While I do understand your desire to stand up for Ginger being her friend, I could really give a fuck what you think as you certianly do not know me well enough to judge me. I’m sure you’ve made every right choice in your perfect life since your first relationship. That being said, thanks I like the bike too.